[ There's not too many people who show up at Wolfwood's door, which is why he's not surprised to hear Vash's voice following the tentative knock. He's not even surprised that Vash sought him out first after their fight, because regardless of the cruel things that Wolfwood had said or the fact that he'd tried to kill his brother, he knows that it won't be enough to make Vash hate him.
And as for Wolfwood... Well, he doesn't hate Vash either. Hell, he doesn't even think that he's angry at him. Maybe he should be, for protecting someone that had brought so much pain into his life, but he isn't.
He just isn't. ]
You need somethin'?
[ He leans his weight against the doorframe once he's opened it to see Vash's, frankly ridiculously, anxious face. The sight of him almost has Wolfwood concerned, worried that something had happened, and that's what brought Vash here. ]
[ Wolfwood answers the door like he's ready to throw his weight behind Vash's next request at a moment's notice, and it makes something in Vash's stomach twist. It turns out he's wrong about one thing: he can, in fact, be slightly more nauseous.
At least guilt is a feeling he's accustomed to by now. ]
Nothing. [ Vash holds up both hands. ] I mean - I don't need anything, I just wanted to see how you were. And I wanted to apologize... for the other night.
[ It's remarkable how quickly Vash can elicit a headache from the depths of his previously peaceful brain. Wolfwood just squints at him from behind his glasses, a question leaving his mouth that he doesn't even want the answer to, ] What're you apologizin' for?
[ Sure, Vash had gotten angry, but it was mostly out of concern. He wanted a peaceful resolution where there wasn't one, and Wolfwood is pretty sure that, despite his apologetic tone, his stance hasn't changed on the topic.
He frowns, leaning back as if that would disguise the stiffness in his wounded shoulder, speaking again quickly before Vash can try to answer his question. ]
I'm fine, anyway. I've had worse than Millions Knives stickin' his tiniest knife in my shoulder.
[ Wolfwood isn't wrong - nothing about Vash's stance has changed. If he'd been given the chance, he would have said that he was sorry for getting into it right then and there. He could have expressed his concern a different way, or he could have done a hundred other things.
Instead, Wolfwood keeps going and Vash's eyes narrow just a fraction as he watches him move. He's seen Wolfwood lug that cross around the desert all day without breaking a sweat after the fact. Bullets fall out of him, wounds knit themselves back together in moments without so much as a scratch left behind. If he's stiff, it's because he's still hurt. Because of Nai. Because of Vash. ]
Let me see it, please. [ Vash says, and somehow it falls just short of being a question. He looks up at Wolfwood, his mouth already set in that particular way that means he's no less prepared to be stubborn than he was during their last argument. ]
[ Vash has a look on his face that tells Wolfwood this is going to be a drawn out argument if he doesn't give in and surrender what Vash is requesting.
Unfortunately for both of them, Wolfwood isn't known for being easy. Even if he has a sinking feeling that he's going to lose this fight, he's too irritated not to be stubborn. He thinks that normally people would be grateful to be shown concern, but Wolfwood is too poisoned with bitterness.
He doesn't want Vash to feel guilty, so he decides to deny him repentance. ]
No. [ The frown he returns to Vash isn't as firm, unable to shake the slight petulance that betrays his youth. ] When're you gonna stop worrying about things that got nothing to do with you?
[ He can see why Vash thinks he needs to get involved, but Wolfwood doesn't plan to play into that stupidity. ]
[ Vash's frown deepens. It would be simple, if Wolfwood just hated him and didn't want him anywhere nearby, but even Vash isn't so mired in his own doubt that he can't see exactly what's going on. Even though he has every reason to, Wolfwood doesn't hate him.
Wolfwood is trying to protect him, and even though he doesn't really understand why, Vash doesn't have the heart to start another messy fight over something like that.
His gaze softens a little, but Vash doesn't budge. ] Please, Wolfwood. You're hurt. I just want to help.
[ Vash's concern hits Wolfwood like a blow, triggering a fight or flight response that has agitation itching under his skin, torn between surrendering and closing the door in Vash's face.
He doesn't want his help nor his guilt, but he doesn't know how to untangle them from his companionship—which he can't bring himself to surrender.
One heel inches back, as though he's preparing to run, before he just turns on his heel with a grunt, leaving the door open.
He doesn't say anything as he eases off the soft sweater that he'd been wearing, revealing his poorly bandaged shoulder. ]
[ Vash steps away for a moment to find the shared bathroom for the suite to wash his hands and borrow the first aid kit from inside. He has to take a moment to breathe there, feeling a little unsteady from hunger and vertigo. When he returns to Wolfwood's room, he lets himself in then shuts and locks the door behind him, mostly out of habit.
It's not the first time he's seen Wolfwood undressed, but he feels a lot less self-conscious about it when he knows he has something to do. Vash settles on the bed beside him, taking a moment to try and parse the mess of bandaging around Wolfwood's shoulder, and how best to remove it.
He moves slowly, his real hand on Wolfwood's bare arm. He's not so much supporting it as guiding him to move it a certain way while he starts to unwrap the bandage. It's easier for him too, to feel the way the muscle tenses and flexes, so he can know if he's hurting Wolfwood or moving too quickly. Vash knows better than to ask him to say anything about it.
There's no second guessing or hesitating - Vash has done this for himself so many times he's lost count. He can't even fault Wolfwood for the messy work. He's done that to himself, too. It's just the way things are, when you expect to heal quickly -- or don't care if it heals at all.
Even before he's finished removing the bandages, he can see fresh blood. Vash frowns. He's completely unsurprised to see that Wolfwood has pulled a few of his own messy stitches. Nai's "tiniest knives" have left deep angry-looking wounds that are definitely going to scar. Vash's brows knit together, full of sympathy and regret, but he knows better than to voice any of that. ]
It doesn't look infected, so I don't think you need to go to the hospital. Some of the stitches were too tight - you have to account for the swelling. I'm going to redo them, and then I can fix the bandage, okay? [ In other words, it's going to hurt, and he wants to give Wolfwood enough warning to brace for it. ]
[ Once upon a time, Wolfwood had been fairly good at basic first aid; bumps and scrapes were common among rowdy children, and he'd always been better at staying calm in the face of a bawling baby. The skill had deteriorated over time as he stopped trying to avoid blows and got used to the taste of Conrad's medicine on the back of his tongue.
It's been a long time since he's had to care about an injury, and it's hard to get back into the habit. It doesn't help that the angle of the wound makes it difficult to treat, awkwardly having to administer stitches with one hand while watching himself in a mirror.
He doesn't flinch when Vash sets a hand on his arm, but tenses instinctively when he starts to undo the wrapping, the movement reminding of the steady, dull throb of pain emanating from the still open wound.
And still, as he takes in Vash's expression, he feels like Vash cares more about it than he does. ]
I ain't gonna cuss you out over it, if that's what you're hesitatin' about.
[ He hmphs a little, tilting his head away to give himself some space, awkward in the close proximity. ]
I'm just surprised you didn't send some other blonde haired guy to do your biddin'.
[ Vash almost teases him, something like You're not? That would be a first., but the wound still feels too fresh and he doesn't want to risk reopening it. He reaches for the disinfectant pads first, then shifts the rest of the first aid kit into Wolfwood's lap without preamble. ]
This is going to sting, that's all. [ Without any further warning, he dabs at the raw edges of the stitches, holding the disinfectant pad to each one only long enough to wipe away the worst of the dried blood.
He doesn't flinch when Wolfwood calls him out. He doesn't regret anything he's done in that respect, either. ] I was planning to. Bricks is better at this kind of thing than I am and -- scissors please? -- and I didn't think you'd want to see my face again, let alone... get into bed with me again. [ So to speak. ] If you wanted to keep your distance, I'd understand.
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And as for Wolfwood... Well, he doesn't hate Vash either. Hell, he doesn't even think that he's angry at him. Maybe he should be, for protecting someone that had brought so much pain into his life, but he isn't.
He just isn't. ]
You need somethin'?
[ He leans his weight against the doorframe once he's opened it to see Vash's, frankly ridiculously, anxious face. The sight of him almost has Wolfwood concerned, worried that something had happened, and that's what brought Vash here. ]
What is it?
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At least guilt is a feeling he's accustomed to by now. ]
Nothing. [ Vash holds up both hands. ] I mean - I don't need anything, I just wanted to see how you were. And I wanted to apologize... for the other night.
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[ Sure, Vash had gotten angry, but it was mostly out of concern. He wanted a peaceful resolution where there wasn't one, and Wolfwood is pretty sure that, despite his apologetic tone, his stance hasn't changed on the topic.
He frowns, leaning back as if that would disguise the stiffness in his wounded shoulder, speaking again quickly before Vash can try to answer his question. ]
I'm fine, anyway. I've had worse than Millions Knives stickin' his tiniest knife in my shoulder.
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Instead, Wolfwood keeps going and Vash's eyes narrow just a fraction as he watches him move. He's seen Wolfwood lug that cross around the desert all day without breaking a sweat after the fact. Bullets fall out of him, wounds knit themselves back together in moments without so much as a scratch left behind. If he's stiff, it's because he's still hurt. Because of Nai. Because of Vash. ]
Let me see it, please. [ Vash says, and somehow it falls just short of being a question. He looks up at Wolfwood, his mouth already set in that particular way that means he's no less prepared to be stubborn than he was during their last argument. ]
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Unfortunately for both of them, Wolfwood isn't known for being easy. Even if he has a sinking feeling that he's going to lose this fight, he's too irritated not to be stubborn. He thinks that normally people would be grateful to be shown concern, but Wolfwood is too poisoned with bitterness.
He doesn't want Vash to feel guilty, so he decides to deny him repentance. ]
No. [ The frown he returns to Vash isn't as firm, unable to shake the slight petulance that betrays his youth. ] When're you gonna stop worrying about things that got nothing to do with you?
[ He can see why Vash thinks he needs to get involved, but Wolfwood doesn't plan to play into that stupidity. ]
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Wolfwood is trying to protect him, and even though he doesn't really understand why, Vash doesn't have the heart to start another messy fight over something like that.
His gaze softens a little, but Vash doesn't budge. ] Please, Wolfwood. You're hurt. I just want to help.
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He doesn't want his help nor his guilt, but he doesn't know how to untangle them from his companionship—which he can't bring himself to surrender.
One heel inches back, as though he's preparing to run, before he just turns on his heel with a grunt, leaving the door open.
He doesn't say anything as he eases off the soft sweater that he'd been wearing, revealing his poorly bandaged shoulder. ]
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It's not the first time he's seen Wolfwood undressed, but he feels a lot less self-conscious about it when he knows he has something to do. Vash settles on the bed beside him, taking a moment to try and parse the mess of bandaging around Wolfwood's shoulder, and how best to remove it.
He moves slowly, his real hand on Wolfwood's bare arm. He's not so much supporting it as guiding him to move it a certain way while he starts to unwrap the bandage. It's easier for him too, to feel the way the muscle tenses and flexes, so he can know if he's hurting Wolfwood or moving too quickly. Vash knows better than to ask him to say anything about it.
There's no second guessing or hesitating - Vash has done this for himself so many times he's lost count. He can't even fault Wolfwood for the messy work. He's done that to himself, too. It's just the way things are, when you expect to heal quickly -- or don't care if it heals at all.
Even before he's finished removing the bandages, he can see fresh blood. Vash frowns. He's completely unsurprised to see that Wolfwood has pulled a few of his own messy stitches. Nai's "tiniest knives" have left deep angry-looking wounds that are definitely going to scar. Vash's brows knit together, full of sympathy and regret, but he knows better than to voice any of that. ]
It doesn't look infected, so I don't think you need to go to the hospital. Some of the stitches were too tight - you have to account for the swelling. I'm going to redo them, and then I can fix the bandage, okay? [ In other words, it's going to hurt, and he wants to give Wolfwood enough warning to brace for it. ]
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It's been a long time since he's had to care about an injury, and it's hard to get back into the habit. It doesn't help that the angle of the wound makes it difficult to treat, awkwardly having to administer stitches with one hand while watching himself in a mirror.
He doesn't flinch when Vash sets a hand on his arm, but tenses instinctively when he starts to undo the wrapping, the movement reminding of the steady, dull throb of pain emanating from the still open wound.
And still, as he takes in Vash's expression, he feels like Vash cares more about it than he does. ]
I ain't gonna cuss you out over it, if that's what you're hesitatin' about.
[ He hmphs a little, tilting his head away to give himself some space, awkward in the close proximity. ]
I'm just surprised you didn't send some other blonde haired guy to do your biddin'.
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This is going to sting, that's all. [ Without any further warning, he dabs at the raw edges of the stitches, holding the disinfectant pad to each one only long enough to wipe away the worst of the dried blood.
He doesn't flinch when Wolfwood calls him out. He doesn't regret anything he's done in that respect, either. ] I was planning to. Bricks is better at this kind of thing than I am and -- scissors please? -- and I didn't think you'd want to see my face again, let alone... get into bed with me again. [ So to speak. ] If you wanted to keep your distance, I'd understand.